I'm Having A Baby?!

alice: i just look at that " something like that is inside us both" i was only manage to said because i was shock

(g2g be back on later)

Anastasia - I put my hand on her stomach, "Yeah," I smile slowly, sadly.

alice:"as much as this could be wonderful thing to have a baby but i don't want this "

Anastasia - "Don't get me wrong, I don't want a baby," I tell her quickly, "but for some reason I can't stop feeling a connection to it."

alice:" i don't feel that connection anastasia " i said i didn't i just felt nothing

Anastasia - "I promise you that you will... you will..." I bit my lip.

alice:" what if i don't anastasia?"

Anastasia - "Trust me when I say that you will. I thought I would feel nothing. I thought I would be a horrible mom, just like my dad is a horrible dad. I thought I'd be too damned screwed up to even like kids, but here I am loving one. If I can feel it you will to."

Alice: " I only want to dance Aleron was one who love childern "

Anastasia - "Then you'll have someone good to help you," I say. "My kid will be raised around what I was raised around... death, deception, lies, drugs, and pain."

alice:" not if you don't that anastasia you have time to change that"

Anastasia - "I can't change my family Alice," I say slightly distant, "I can't change my life."

alice:" its your life you have to power to change it "

Anastasia - "How?" I wonder, "where would I go?"

alice:" i know we just met and stuff but my place is open for you to live there and you get to be close to aleron "

Anastasia - I hug her tightly, "I officially claim you as my sister," I tell her.

alice: i hug her back " happy to hear that anastasia"

Servant - "I was told to take you both to your rooms and give you catalogs to shop from," I ask them.

Anastasia - "Thank you," I smile

alice:" thanks" i said after anastasia and i got a bit more shy now

Servant - "No problem ma'ams." I say leading them to their rooms, "Here are the catalogs, press this button next to your bed if you need me."

Anastasia - "I'm sure we're fine," I smile

alice:" okay" i said then after the servant left " now lets see if there anything we like in the catalogs"

Anastasia - I pull out catalog after catalog, look at page after page. I mark what I like and circle what I love. "What have you found?"

Alice:" I found a few things so far"

Anastasia - "Yeah, I found a bed, a dresser, a chair, end tables, and some things to put on my wall," I say looking around the room.

Alice: " I few thing for the walls I wonder if I could bring something from home"