I'm Lost......

"They'll heal you of your cancer." She closed her eyes, unwilling to say the rest. He was gonna be angry. She just knew it.

"If?" Jess watched her closely.

"I-I-," she swallowed. "I have three days."

Jess stiffened, his eyes going distant. He didn't know what to say to that. Was he suppose to be happy? How could he be happy? He was loosing his life. His light, in three days. And all for what? So he could live an empty existance without her?

Grace felt the tears come back to her eyes as she opened them to look at Jess. "Are you mad?"

"No, I could never be mad at you Grace." Jess murmered as he held her, rubbing her back, though his eyes were still somewhat distant.

Grace started coughing so she couldn't reply.

Jess rubbed her back, holding her close. "come on, lets get you back to the hotel." He murmered and lifted her up and began down the path again.

"But-," she protested then started coughing again. "I-" cough. "Like it." Cough. "Here."

"We'll come back. I promise." Jess murmered as he sat her in the taxi and the man took them back to the hotel.

Grace nodded and leaned against him weakly. Basically all but passed out.

Jess carried her to the hotel room and curled up with her on the bed, under the covers after taking their shoes off, she was still wearing his jacket. Not that he minded. He held her close, his eyes distant.

Grace was out the moment her body touched the bed.

Jess held her close.

Ryder kissed Lana gently.

Lana kissed him back. "Love you."

"Love you," Ryder murmered against her lips as he held her close.

Lana gave him a teasing grin and pulled back. "But if you got me pregnant again I'm getting you fixed."

Ryder smiled at her and chuckled, shaking his head. He didn't mind if he got her pregnant again. He loved the kids. And with the way they were growing, they didn't need to worry about to much. He moved so he was over her again and kissed her gently. "Promise to use protection my dear wife." He murmered.

"That's no fun." She muttered kissing him back. "I'm just gonna let you wonder if I'll take scissors to you while you're sleeping or not. Sounds like a fun game. Besides, I like the kids." She ballerina her hands up against his chest as she kissed him again.

Ryder chuckled. "Then we won't use protection." He murmered as he kissed her, then made his way down her neck and body. His lips lingered around her hips and came back up, kissing her gently as their bodies became one again.

Lana moaned softly at the kisses, a fire spreading from his touch. As they became one the fire became a blaze that couldn't be put out. It only got stronger as she kissed him deeply with the movements.

Ryder continued until he got tired, then he pressed into her, staying there, pleasure rolling down his body as he kissed her, his hands holding her in place, refaining her from moving.

Lana didn't usual like not having control over what she did. But when it was Ryder holding her still she found heself enjoying it. She stared up into his wonderful eyes and kissed him again.

Ryder moved his body with hers slowly, kissing her deeply. It wasn't often they got to do this sort of thing, so he was getting all he could out of it.

Lana had no complaints as he started up again, her body trembling with pleasure.