broken hearts

Shannon: "They sure do seem that way." I said quietly.

sterling:" shannon what are your nightmares about"

Shannon: "Everything." I answered, not trying to be cryptic. "Loss, death...and things even worse than that." I explained, basically meaning Kyle's brother, Blake.

sterling:" but what happen in your nightmares won't happen shannon "

Shannon: I looked up at him, and thought about asking him how he was so sure of that, but I restrained myself.

sterling: i just hold her close to me as i started to run my hand through her hair

Shannon: I closed my eyes, but I was still awake. (g2g)

sterling: even if she leaves i will try to find a way to protect her i thought to myself

(okay bye)

Shannon: I thought a moment, and whispered involuntarily, "I'm sorry."

Sterling:" why are you sorry?" I ask her

Shannon: "Because of...everything I've caused." I explained, meaning all the unwanted things I had brought into his and everybody elses lives.

Sterling:" it's okay shannon i wanted to with you so I have to get the unwanted thing "

Shannon: I tilted my head to look up at him, and couldn't help but give a look that read, 'Really, Sterling?'

Sterling:" yes Shannon I take anything or doing anything to just be with you "

Shannon: I smiled softly, but then felt a little bad about doubting Sterling.

Sterling:I kiss her lip after I smiled back at her

Shannon: My smile broadened a bit, and my lips met with his soon after.

Sterling: as I kiss her I pull her closer to me

Shannon: I moved closer to him as I slowly made the kiss a little deeper.

sterling: i match her easily in this kiss and i let my hand slid up her chest

Shannon: I moaned ever so softly, and debated on whether to make the kiss even deeper to see if he could match that or not.

sterling: before she could deepen the kiss i did i needed her so much right now

Shannon: As I went to match him, I then began to realize how much I needed him. I knew I wouldn't be able to leave.

sterling: i lean back on my bed with her in my arms putting her on top of me as i kept kissing her

Shannon: I thought about pulling away, but I stopped myself. I just loved Sterling so much, I couldn't even think about leaving. That would hurt him more than Blake could.