broken hearts

vage;" you better not anastasia"

Shannon: I mentally sighed, Why couldn't she just be like the other people I dealt with every day?

Anastasia - I smile at Vage, she was like a mom I never had, "I won't, I've made that mistake once already."

Shannon: Wow...it sounded like she had a rough relationship with Derek. Sounded? No, she obviously had a bad relationship. I pursed my lips, and took another drag on my cigarette, but this time a longer one. I needed all the help I could get today.

vage:" okay anastasia" i said as got myself another drink

got to go

(aww. well, ttyl then.)

(bye)

(I got to go too.)

Anastasia - I knew that I was going to be using all my will power to stay away from Derek. I downed the Bloody Mary quickly trying to clear my head. "Another please" I said and watching as another drink came my way. I sighed again. Life was always so dang complicated!

Vage:" don't drink too much Anastasia "

Anastasia - Getting frustrated I groaned, "You aren't my mom, I know my limit."

Derek - I could feel her as she started to lose herself in the alcohol, started to get weaker. Soon she would come.

vage:" i know but i know what happens if you drink too much"

Anastasia - "I'm fine," I said softly setting my drink back down. Since I was shivering I pulled heat from fires nearby towards me.

vage:" anastasia your not fine i know and don't try lie to me"

Anastasia - "Everything is confusing right now Vage, I don't know what to do or who to trust, or why HE is back! I'm just trying to forget about this all, it took me 4 months to get over him the last time!" I explode, letting all of my emotions fly out. "I just want to know why, I want my questions answered."

vage:" i know anastasia thats why i want to help"

Anastasia - "How can you help?" I asked.

vage:" i can try to help you find answer and because i'm a sin eater i can take that feeling of being confused away for a little bit"

Anastasia - I thought about that, how would I like having that feeling gone? I would love it, but I also knew how it felt, to be emotionless. It was a weakness to not feel, "Thank you, but I don't want anyone to take anything away from me."

vage:" okay anastasia i still can help you find the answer you looking for"

Anastasia - I looked at her, "The only way to do that is to go to Derek. You still willing to help?"

vage:" yes anastaisa"

Anastasia - I was suprised and stuttered, "Th-thank you."

vage: "no problem anastasia" i said before getting me another drink