Now all your love is wasted/And then who the hell was I?/And I'm breaking at the britches/And at the end of all your lines/Who will love you?

Marissa: "Are you sorry for what you did?"

Jude: "Of course I am."

Marissa: "Then you shouldn't feel guilty. You just need to know that you didn't intend to hurt him and that you would never do it again, and then move on. Don't look back. There's too much to do to worry about what's done. Only look at the future, and keep all of the good times in memory."

Jude: I sighed. "I would redo that day if I could," I said. "But at the same time, I feel a little guilty for being glad it happened because I got away from my parents."

Marissa: "It would've happened eventually anyway."

Jude: I frowned. "I don't know. My dad didn't hide the gun."

Marissa: I shook my head. "Stop focusing on the negatives."

Jude: I sighed. "Fine. It's been a long time, though. You not so much."

Marissa: "That means that every detail is clearer. It's almost like it happened just yesterday."

Jude: "Exactly," I said. "I've had more time to get over it."

(BTW I have AP/SAT stuff coming up and will only be able to answer very slowly. Sorry!)

(s'ok! I understand!)

Marissa: "Exactly. I'm terrified of heights now."

Jude: I nodded. "I don't know anyone who actually likes them..."

Marissa: I laughed a little. "Only daredevils. I used to love them. I've always wanted to go skydiving. But now I'm afraid someone is going to push me off of a balcony or something."

Jude: I shrugged. "Well, there's that. But no one wants to die from falling, right? Unless you're suicidal."

Marissa: "Yeah..." I trailed off.

Jude: I sighed. "Yeah. I don't like thinking about it."

Marissa: "Understandable." I nodded. "I hate talking about the accident too."

Jude: "Let's talk about something else, then."

Marissa: "Um...." Okay, I sucked at small talk. I sucked at that almost as much as I did with relationships. My aunt Margie came to the hospital after my fall and said "You sure know how to pick em, Marissa." At that, I started crying, and they took her out of the room and we haven't spoken to her since.

Jude: "What are your hobbies?" I asked, hoping that was a good question.

Marissa: "I cook, read, and im good with cars." I said. "What about you?"

Jude: I laughed. "Awesome. Hm. I'm good at annoying my cousin and making weird nicknames. Videogames are also pretty fun too."

Hello. Rose asked me to keep an eye on her chats for her while shes away. Is that okay with you?

(Yeah, that's fine. Where'd she go?)

Its a long story...... its kinda not any of my business. But she asked if I could use her characters and keep plots going on her chats until she gets back. I did read through the chat (nice use of Hungary, France, and England, Brit XD) and i see Marissa is outside with Jude and Alex is inside with Serina and they're not talking right now, right?