broken hearts

sterling:" i just can't let he lived after him done before i couldn't him because i wasn't stronge enough but i am why do you care if i get hurt shannon "

Shannon: "Because you've been so nice to me...and you said that you'd get rid of Kyle for me...and now I'm starting to wonder why on earth you'd do that for me. Why you'd even offer to help me."

sterling:" because something about you just make me want to help you " i said telling the truth

Shannon: I thought for a moment, and calmed down a little bit, "...You don't know what though?" That was all I could say...nothing else would form in my mouth.

sterling:" i don't know that part of reason why i want to help you in hopes to figure what is it"

(Sorry...had some technical difficulties.)
Shannon: I mouthed a silent 'Oh', and crossed my arms over my chest loosely. I glanced away from him, and then towards where Krissy had been standing earlier, looking so helpless. I let out a shaky breath, shook my head, and muttered softly to myself, "How could he do that to a little girl? To his child?" It was hard for me to even think about what I had saw earlier...had actually experienced from Krissy's point of view. I shuddered at the thought.

sterling: then rose came to us and i just look at rose she remember of what krissy would have been if she was still alive

rose:" is everything okay here sterling, shannon?"

Shannon: I put a very convincing smile on my face as I turned towards her and lied, "Yep. We were just talking." It surprised me that it seemed harder for me to lie now, unlike earlier when it just came naturally. I was already changing, and I didn't know if it was for the better, or for the worse. I actually felt a pang of guilt in my heart for the first time in a very long time.

rose:" okay then i let you two talk more " i said before leaving the room

sterling:" did you have a problem with lying shannon" i said knowing it was kind of hard for her to lie now

Shannon: I sighed half in relief, looked up at him as if he just came out of nowhere, and answered slowly, "Surprisingly...yes..." I put one hand to my head, "I think something's wrong with me."
(g2g. Idk if I'll be back on or not, but I'll try to.)

sterling:" i don't think nothing with you shannon i think you started to feel more emotions now "

(okay)

Shannon: "That's what I'm scared of." I muttered truthfully.
(On my PS3 right now, so it might take me longer to reply)

sterling:" whats wrong with that shannon don't you like to feel your emotions?"

Shannon: I sighed, "No, because then I get close to people, and end up getting hurt somehow." I glanced away from him, feeling both nervous and embarrassed.

sterling:" i won't hurt you shannon"

Shannon: I immediately regretted what I told him next, "I want to believe you...but something inside of me keeps me from doing so."

sterling:" i hope i can change that soon shannon"

Shannon: I honestly doubted he'd be able to, but I could at least give him a fair chance. "What do you wanna do now?" I asked, hopelessly trying to stray away from that subject.

sterling:" something that is funny and get our minds what we just learn about krissy"

Shannon: "Yeah..." I thought with a half-smile curving my lips slightly, but it had no humor. "Hm...we could watch a movie?" I suggested uncertainly since it sounded a little corny. I scratched the back of my head as I gave him a sheepish smile.

sterling:" sure what kind of movie do you want to watch?"

Shannon: Under normal circumstances, I would've said horror, but I already was scared enough for one day. "Comedy, definitely."

sterling:" sure lets go find comedy movie for us to watch"

Shannon: "Okay. Lead the way." I said with a small grin. I never really went around town much, except to have a couple drinks or to buy food and such.

sterling: i said goodbye to the kids and me and shannon took off to find a movie to watch