I promised/I'd never sing of love/If it does not exist

"Not at all," Ollie said, his smile down to a quirk of his lips. "The only unattractive thing about a person with a problem is how they handle themselves. If they come off as an utter wreck, it can be a little overwhelming."

Lydia: I bit my nail, but quickly dropped my hand from my mouth. "Nasty habit,' I said under my breath. "Am I an utter wreck?!"

Ollie looked down at the table and then back to Lydia. "I don't think you are at all," he said, his eyes falling back to the table. "Do you think you are? That's what really matters."

Lydia: I blinked. "Maybe a little..." I bit my lip, studying his face.

Oliie pursed his lips and shrugged. "Well you carry yourself well," he said with a plesant smile.

Lydia: I slid down in my seat with a sigh. "This is a bad topic. It makes me look pathetic." Oh no oh no, I'd just pointed out that I look pathetic!

(just saying, I keep imagining their first kiss being Oliver interrupting Lydia during one of her freak outs by kissing her xD to make her quiet lololololol)

(Really, I've been seeing the same thing in my head, but I always imagine her freaking out after.)

"You do not look pathetic!" He said, almost sounding indignant. "You look nice."

(Me, too! xD lol. But have you seriously been seeing the same thing? Weird, lol)

Lydia: "Oh, okay. Nice?" That wasn't very...good. or bad. Just..there.

Ollie smiled and nodded. "You look good, not like an utter wreck at all," he said with a grin.

Lydia: My face turned a light pink. "Our drinks have probably cooled down," I muttered, taking a sip of mine to change the subject.

how can i come back in?

Uh...who were you talking to?

Blaine and maddy where talking...

Maddy smiled and nodded, taking his hand gently and moving onto the dance floor. There was a nervous, almost awkward energy coming from his and it made me want to augh. Did I make him nervous? Was it girls in general?

Ollie nodded, taking a drink of his coffee. The biterness was just what he needed to stay alert. Not even the caffeine. Rolling the styrofoam cup around in my hand, I looked up at her. "Are you happy?" He asked.

Blaine
I smiled, almost alwardly back to her. I normally wasn't like this around girls. What was my problem? Another slow song came on and I hesitantly put my hand at her hip.

Maddy sighed under his touch, moving slowly with the rhythm. She loved to dance and she let her hands drape around his neck.

Lydia: "Happy?" My brow furrowed.

Blaine
I smiled to her and swayed slowly to the music. I really hoped I wasnt making a fool of myself.

Ollie nodded, his eyebrows furrowing slightly. "Yeah, are you happy?"

Maddy linked her finger together and quickly checked the clock. it was nearly midnight.

Lydia: "Right now? Or just in general?"

Thinking for a second, Ollie decided. "Either. Um... Right now?" He asked.

Lydia: "Very." I smiled. Very happy, I meant.

Blaine
I glassed at the clock and bit my lip. Coach would kill me if I screwed up practice tomorrow from lack of sleep. But a couple more minutes with this girl wouldn't kill me. I smiled and twirled her gracefully.

Ollie smiled and nodded. He felt odd, her on a date with her. Was it a mistake? Was it too soon? Gosh... Maybe this was just going to be one of those awkward things we'd agree to never talk about.