broken hearts

Shannon: I finally didn't care anymore, and drank a bit more per swallow. It felt good just to let go, to put your cares aside for awhile.

sterling: i was finish with my first drink fast

Shannon: I was actually thankful I got myself a stronger drink, because I didn't have to drink as much. I felt more calm, less on edge. I didn't ask Sterling why he drank his so quickly because I already knew the reason.

sterling: i didn't get another drink one was just enough for me

Shannon: I finished my first drink, and restrained myself from getting another. I finally noticed there was ash and soot on my clothes, and they, of course, smelt like smoke. Great.

sterling:" want go home and get clean off shannon?" i ask her

Shannon: I half-smiled, "Yeah, that sounds good."

sterling:" then lets go home and rose and valiantly if done here then follow us home"

rose:" i done but i don't think valiantly is done at not just yet" i said as i could tell she want to kept drinking for a bit longer

Shannon: I shrugged, "I don't mind sticking around here for awhile either."

valiantly:" how you guys go home get clean then just come back after you finish "

Shannon: "Or that." I said with a small smile. I then headed out with Sterling and Rose after paying for my drink. I ran my hands through my hair before I stuffed my hands in my jeans pockets.

sterling: i stay close shannon as we headed back home

Shannon: Once we finally got home, I went into my bedroom and changed into some lighter colored jeans and a hoodie, and came back out when I was satisfied. I sighed softly when I finally realized what I had done today. I risked my life, and Sterling's without a second thought.

sterling: after shannon changed i quickly change into comfortable jeans and t-shirt

Shannon: I now noticed that I was pretty much buzzed. Maybe more than that, but I was fine as long as I didn't do something...stupid.

sterling: after i finish changing i warp my arms around shannon " ready shannon?"

Shannon: I smiled slightly, "Yes, I am." I drew away from him, and held his hand after I kissed him sweetly. I had to reassure myself that he was actually there.

Sterling:" okay let's go then" I said as I lead Shannon out

Shannon: I walked close to Sterling as we made our way back to the bar.

sterling: because shannon was so close to me i warp my arm around her waist

Shannon: I smiled softly, and glanced up at him. Then I felt slightly guilty, but I didn't let it show. I was more or less crocked...and I had promised myself earlier I wasn't going to be ever again.

sterling:" i love you shannon" i said smiling as i notice she glanced at me

Shannon: "I love you too, Sterling." I replied before I kissed his cheek. Thankfully, I still was in control of myself. I couldn't entirely shake off that pang of guilt though.

sterling: i kept on smiling at her

Shannon: I actually blushed a little bit. 'Probably because of the alcohol.' I thought. For some reason, whenever I was like this, I was either more daring or shy than usual, no where in between.