I've Created the Sound of Maddness wrote the book on pain but I'm still here to Explain....

Myra: I crossed my eyes, uncrossed them, then opened the door with a smile. "Yes?" I wasn't going to hold a grudge - I knew it was a bad idea to.

Dima: "You still mad at me?" I asked, leaning against the door frame.

Myra: "No," I managed to say, but couldn't look him in the eye. Okay, maybe I could only pretend not to hold a grudge. "I don't want to be all clingy and pushy and force you to tell me things that aren't yours to tell."

Dima: "You're doing the same thing i do. Not looking someone in the eye when you are lieing." I pointed out, hesitantly walking over to her.

Myra: "I..." I shrugged "I don't know...I just don't like keeping secrets from each other. And it's Ember's secret you're keeping, and well, you know..."

Dima: "God Mi...Ember is just a friend! always will be. You dont have to be jelous of her! I'm keeping the secret, cause lets face it, besides us, she doesnt have anyone. I dont want her running off because of something i say. So, im sorry, but i cant tell you."

Myra: "Okay, then that's the end of that..." I smiled, and was somehow able to look him in the eyes, even though I was still hurt.

Dima: "Good." I smiled back to her, and kissed her forehead.

Myra: I bit my lip. It was so not the end, but I'd try not to talk about it. I twirled for Dima "Do you like my dress?"

Dima: "Its beautiful. Just like the girl wearing it." I murmured.

Myra: "Aw, you're the cutest!" I gave Dima a hug, since he had just made my day.

Dima: I hugged her back, not wanting to let her go. I never wanted to lose her.

Myra: I wrapped my arms around Dima's neck and kissed him, for some reason wanting one at that moment.

Dima: I kissed her back quickly, before pulling away and glancing at the door to make sure no one was watching. I closed it with my foot. "Where we we?"

Myra: I giggled and kissed him again, deepening the kiss now that no one could see.

Dima: I tilted my head slightly and leaned down so she didnt have to strain her neck to kiss me.

Myra: We fell onto the bed as we kissed and I smiled.

Dima: I sat up, pulling her into my lap as we kissed.

Myra: I got so into it I began unbuttoning Dima's shirt, but stopped the kiss and re buttoned it, then slid off his lap with a sigh.

Dima: "Woah." I muttered, jumping up from the bed.

Myra: I bit my lip and looked at my feet. "Sorry..."

Dima: "Um..yeah." I muttered, and bit my lower lip. "I should go take a shower." I left her room briskly.

Myra: I felt like such a slut for almost doing that. Especially since Dima hadn't even wanted to. I felt my makeup begin to run, and slipped into my bed, hoping to muffle the tears using my pillow.

Reese: I saw Ember out on the porch, and went to sit on the steps beside her. "Whatcha doing?"

Ember: "Thinking." I shrugged.

(aww, poor myra.)

((hehe, I'm horrible to my charries They're like toys - I play with them until they break...which just made me sound 10x more evil than I meant, lol))

Reese: "About?"