Wishing Stars deviation

Ryder smiled at her softly, moving up to kiss her gently. "Morning Lu," he said quietly, doing his best to keep the reverance of the morning in tact. He couldn't take his eyes from her, she was..gorgeous. Even with all the terrible things that came with the morning such as bed head and sleepy eyes. "I'm sorry," he murmered against her lips, apologizing for what she saw last night and for anything else he may have done wrong.

Lucia stretched her neck of slightly, pushing their lips together a little bit more powerfully. When she pulled back, her eyes were softer. "I don't want an apology," she said. "You're perfect for me, despite anything you consider a flaw." Her eyes were down as she spoke, one hand on the side of his face, and her body shaped to him.

Ryder watched her for the longest moment before he kissed her again. It was slow, passionate, and filled with love. He couldn't even wrap his mind around her words, he couldn't see it. But he wasn't about to let her go, to make her leave. "I love you," he murmered between the kisses, his mind and body fully aware of hers once again.

Lucia blushed, trying to keep them close together. "I love you, too," she said when she got the chance. She didn't want to leave him. School was definitely out of the question for today. Lucia hooked her leg around his waist, kissing hims again. She didn't know when she got a golden ticket, but now she was having the best experience of her life.

Ryder's mind was spinning happily, absolutely intoxicated by her. It was better than any drug. His body pressed against hers as his hands moved just beneath her shirt. He didn't deserve this. He didn't deserve any of this. But that thought only barely held any weight in his mind. He was so focused on her that almost nothing else mattered.

Lucia's back arched, pushing her body against his hands. She couldn't decribe the pointed euphoria she felt when she kissed him, but it was like... like being drunk. She had only got drunk once, but she remembered how light she felt, how untouchable she felt. She didn't want the feeling to fade.

Ryder's mind was no longer with him; any caution he had was also gone. It was just him and Lucia, stuck in that moment that seemed to last a life time. His hands grew more bold as he kissed her, slowly moving her shirt up so their skin was touching. He managed to find some piece of sanity that kept him from going much farther than that. He wouldn't do anything without her permission first he decided as his hands wandered her stomach and back, eagerly exploring.

Lucia let out a content sigh, letting her fingers slide over his shoulders. When her skin touched his, she felt a rush of heat swim through her body and then she slipped out of his shirt, only in the boxers now. His touch was mind-numbing and normally, she would have been tickling, but she wasn't now for some reason. She blamed his gentleness.

A rush filled Ryder as her shirt slipped off and onto the ground. He kissed down her neck and across her chest, making his way back to her lips. His hands slipped lower on her body, his fingers hooking around the edge of her shorts. They didn't move from there though, waiting permission. He wasn't going to force anything on her.

Lucia went a bit cold with nervousness when his fingers hooked into her shorts. She deliberated for a minute and then made a desicion. It was by far themost obvious way to prove your love to someone and she was more than certain that she was in love with him. She nodded to him, kissing his neck gently and wriggling her hips slightly, the shorts inching down.

Ryder hesitated for a moment, but in the end he gave in.
What felt like hours later Ryder was holding Lucia close, the covers tucked around them as he kissed her softly, their clothes somewhere on the ground. "I love you," he said quietly, treating the moment with as much reverance as he could. His mind and body seemed to be filled with molten happiness that burned farther down than just beneath the skin. It felt as though it was reaching into his soul.

Lucia laid against Ryder, her head in the crook of his neck. "I love you, too," she said, finally realizing what she had just done. She knew she loved him and she had for years, but acting on it made her feel closer to him. She felt like it made their love even stronger. She was filled with a sence of euphoria and happiness that made her was to sit around and smile for hours, days.

Ryder smiled as he held her, kissing her forehead. "I wonder what time it is," he murmered softly, looking around for the clock. Noon. So much for school, not that school really mattered at the moment. Right now, all that mattered was Lucia beside him. His eyes fell on the picture of Adam that sat right next to his clock, but only part of him felt like it was missing. The other part seemed to be over flowing and happy. His head throbbed, the want for nicotine hitting him hard. He sighed and closed his eyes, trying to ignore it.

Lucia ran a hand throught hair as her eyelids fluttered. Tiredness started to prickle through her limbs and she nuzzled closer to him, sighing. "Can we just sleep?" She asked quietly, looking up at him with half lidded eyes. That sounded wonderful right now.

"Ya," Ryder murmered, his hand tracing absent patterns on her back. He'd wait till she was asleep and then he'd get a fix. A day and a half was a long time to go without one. He kissed her lips gently, and then her nose. "Get some sleep."

Lucia turned so her back was to him and she closed her eyes, feeling relief and started t drift into sleep. Soon, she was unconsious, no dreams entering her mind, but a contant feeling of bliss in her head. She was in love and, as sad as it made to admit it was going to be uphill, she could have been more happy. Ryder Samuels was her... her.. Boyfriend.

Ryder slipped out of the bed when she had fallen asleep and slipped on his boxers. He walked from the room, grabbing his pack of cigerettes from the kitchen and his lighter from the livingroom before going out on to the porch. As soon as he lit up, the smell made his headache ease. He watched the world go by slowly as he sat there smoking. Just one. No more than one. No better time to quit than now right? He waved to a few people as they passed by, then put out his cigerette and went inside. He glanced down the hall and sighed, going into the bathroom. He left the door open, seeing no point in closing it now. He slipped into the shower and let the hot water run over him, washing away his thoughts.

Lucia rolled, her eyes fluttering open to the sound of running water. Ryder was out of bed and she assumed that he was in the shower. She sat up, holding the blanket to her chest and yawned, slipping from the blanket, putting on her black shorts and cardigan, leaving her shirt off. She buttoned the cardigan over her stomach, leaving it open at the top so her bra showed and waited for Ryder to come out of the shower.

Ryder came back a while later, still dripping a little, his towel wrapped around his waist. His cloth and bracelets were still on the counter by the sink. When he saw Lucia was up he wished he had remembered to put it back on. He looked at her and gave a small smile that was filled with awe and love. "Hey."

Lucia chuckled and stood, running a hand through her hair to push it back. "Hey," she said, her cheeks turning a light pink. Seeing him now made her remember what they had done. She wasn't embarrassed, though. She was happy. Ecstatic to say the least. She walked over to him, kissing from his neck to his lips gently, lingering with the last kiss.

Ryder wrapped his arms around her and smiled, kissing her back softly. "How are you?" he asked softly, his hand rubbing her back. He felt as if this was the way it had always been, as if there had never been a time when they weren't together.

Lucia grinned and let her hands rest on his shoulders. "I'm..." She paused, trying to think of a word. Good didn't even begin to describe how she was feeling in the moment. It took her a few more seconds before she finally chose a word. "Perfect," she finished. "All of the thanks go to you," she said with a smaller, more shy smile.

Ryder smiled and kissed her again. "I'm glad you are happy," he said and kissed her forehead. "What would you like to do with the rest of our day since school is pretty much over now?"

Lucia closed her eyes for a minute and sighed, thinking. "Wanna go to the park?" She asked, cocking her head up at him. She loved the park, especially this time of year. Well, all year really. She just liked being outside and hanging out with Ryder sounded wonderful.

Ryder smiled and gave a small nod before kissing her again. "Alright, we can do that," he murmered and kissed her forehead gently. He let her go after a moment and got dressed, totally forgetting to put a new cloth on as he went around making breakfast and waiting for Lucia to be done getting ready. He really hoped she'd stay the night again, but that might be asking a little much. Her parents were probably ready to kill him as it was.